My Brain Hurts

There is just too much to do, and so little of me. Who knew that selling a house was this much work? Why did my brain tell me, just list it, and it will sell?! DOES NOT WORK LIKE THAT!!! So I will say that I am super super appreciative of my realtor. Karenza is awesome. 100% recommend her if you are in the Chicagoland area. I’ve known her for almost 10 years at this point having worked together at Grubhub. It is kind of crazy to see where people are now vs 10 years ago. We were all so … Continue reading My Brain Hurts

Change is Coming

Howdy Everyone! I miss ya’ll. I miss a lot of things. My life has been so hectic the past few months, I don’t even know where to begin. Changes? WHAT CHANGES? As someone with sever OCD and anxiety, change is not easy for me. On the same wavelength, I love chaos. So what have I decided to do? WE ARE SELLING OUR HOUSE! Yep. After living in the lovely village of Riverside, Illinois, my husband and I have decided to take a leap of faith and do something we never thought possible. Yesterday, March 21st, we listed our house for … Continue reading Change is Coming

Just Don’t!

How has everyone been doing? Well I hope. Things have been alright, yet chaotic on this side of the fence. I have been working the weirdest hours, and its all my own fault. I live in the town where I work. I am less than 1 mile away. So, I am super flexible when it comes to needing to come in at weird times. However. I am also a routine person. I can’t function unless I am doing things the same way, continuously, over a long period of time. When I do these weird hour days, it throws me off … Continue reading Just Don’t!

Saturdays are for the….Saturdays

It’s been a rough ass week. Let’s talk about it. Monday started out okay. Nothing too crazy happened. Work was fine. It was actually a really great day for nothing exciting happening. By the end of the day I started to feel rough. I’ve been sick on and off for what feels like 20 years but that’s another story. Tuesday is where the nightmare started. I found out my father in law was rushed back to the hospital in the morning. He had surgery in November and got a bad infection that put him in a hospital/rehab for 3 weeks. … Continue reading Saturdays are for the….Saturdays

I’ts Been Awhile

I haven’t been here in a little long while. I pay for it. Damn, I might as well use it ya know? I originally wanted to use this as a kind of personal diary. To write down my daily thoughts, what I did, the usual, ya know? I don’t know where I decided to stop. Or why for that matter. What has been going on with me? Well a lot. I mean fuck, its been over 2 years since my last post. But, we aren’t going to go through everything. Highlights? Sure. Let’s see…. February 2024 we went to California … Continue reading I’ts Been Awhile

Why is it so hard?!

Life that is. Hi everyone! Its me, your favorite out-of-his-mind librarian! How the hell ya’ll been? I actually got a lot of people to read my last post…and it made me laugh. Aubrey, if you are reading this, hey girl! Just knowing that a single person reads this makes me happy. I really haven’t done shit these past few days. I have been overworked, and underpaid as the old saying goes. What did I do…. First on Saturday or Sunday…can’t remember because my brain and I are fighting. I dyed my hair half pink. During the week at work, I … Continue reading Why is it so hard?!

Well I’ll Be Damned!

I’m Alive!!!! Fuck it has been over a month since I last posted. I have been pretty busy to be quite honest, and that is a good thing. Because when I get too much time on my hands…bad things happen! Ok so what has happened in the last month? Hmmmm. Well I did go on a boat! SO a few years ago, my husband bought a canoe and has tried to get me to go in it and I have said no. I am 1000% terrified of open water. I do not know what is under it and because of … Continue reading Well I’ll Be Damned!

Shit…in a Box

Howdy Everyone! I hope that this post finds you well. This world is a really ugly and sad place right now, and I am here to try and be a bit of a weirdo to brighten it up for you. SO. On that note. How ya’ll been? It has been a few days since I posted on here. COVID was a bitch and a half. I am not even kidding. Here is a list of what I had to deal with: 100+ Fever Body aches, couldn’t really move sore throat cough / congestion Please do not get a visit from … Continue reading Shit…in a Box

I Had a Visitor!

Hello everyone. I hope that you are doing well. (You are amazing, so you have to be.) It has been a minute since I wrote. I have good reason! So this story really must begin at the greenhouse thing we went to Sunday. Nick said he wasn’t feeling good on Monday night. i made him take a #COVID test because my ass is paranoid. It came back negatice, so I was like: And I must remind the world that we still wear our masks whenever we go out in public. We still use sanitizer in the car / wash our … Continue reading I Had a Visitor!

Green Thumbs

Howdy y’all!!! I hope everyone is having an excellent Monday. I know that I am. Why? Who the heck knows. I went to sleep last night repeating the intentions of a positive day, and boom, it happens! Thank you blood moon. How have y’all been? Good? It has been a week. Ok so I haven’t written since Wednesday. I really need to get on this every other day shit, like for real. I have everything that I want to say / put down on paper and yet I don’t want to actually type it out. I have a level of … Continue reading Green Thumbs